Judging from your posts on various threads recently, you seem to be going through a difficult time, making incoherent comments and picking random fights with various people.
I don't know if the issue is here on Urban or elsewhere, but whatever it is, you might benefit from a bit of time not posting, because you appear to be digging yourself into a bit of a hole which you mind find it difficult to extricate yourself from.
But whatever you decide, Urban will still be here for you in the future, providing you don't alienate too many people as you appear to be in danger of doing.
Take care.