Yes, 9/11 was shocking, Islamic terrorism is shocking, tough, deal with it like a grown up, and stop making up fairy stories to explain away the fact that you live in a random, unsafe world that you cannot control. You always have done, and you always will, and no amount of' ''truth-seeker awakening'' will make the spheres align and the baddies go away, because life isn't like that. You are as enlightened, or not ,as me or anyone else, you are as good, or bad, as me or anyone else, you have more choices than most and fewer than some, you may or may not die in a terrorist attack, you live in a random, mixed up world that you cannot control and where bad things happen to good people and the wicked often prosper.
Just get on with your life and stop worrying: do the best you can and strive to be happy and not to hurt others, and you'll be all right.