No, no names as this was a personal matter ahe nd they would want their privacy just as I want mine.
The sterilisation subsidy, if needed, concerned the dues schedule so it was common knowledge to everyone in the organisation and while struck out of print, under American advice, it was still applicable certainly until the Logans were transferred out to London. How do I know this? Because I was there. Who saw fit to undergo sterilization were, as I wrote, a few who had followed Vicky, in one way or another, to the solution of Fostering her baby which is not immediate adoption. A personal choice, (sterilisation) and for my then knowledge a choice that no-one in the “rank and file” was actively interested in making. Who put “theirs” under the surgeons scalpel, or thought to do so as in my case, were acting from the experience of Vickey’s situation. As Doug H wrote: “having children was definitely a serious obstacle to revolutionary activity, and we all knew that,” or Robertson's reported lament “Damn babies, damn babies” or as Logan who arrived at the conclusion, but with other words, “cut off their attributes and sew up the other”. We knew that capitalism would not just collapse but it seemed we were on an “End days” road, the necessary party would be created by “professional revolutionaries” and their work in a period which seemed to offer historic possibilities for “our chance”. Logan thought himself a predestinato. He once said in a local meeting, during a confrontation, that he must be the youngest leader ever (then about 26 years old) of a healthy revolutionary party. The SLANZ was a pressure cooker, and after Logan’s expulsion, when I was no longer a member there, it exploded which reportedly left visiting comrades stunned at the rage and bitterness revealed. I’m sure that among some the line between abusers and abused was quite blurred and those that fell out remained severely scarred.