Hope it went well today Celt.
all right is overstating it a bit, basically I'm on my own if I appeal, the Benefits Advice Shop cannot support me in my appeal because they are busy supporting people who don't get ESA at all, they have suggested however that I do appeal, if I gather further medical evidence they will look at the evidence and give me a likelyhood of winning my appeal, its fair enough i suppose, I am just a little self absorbed at the moment, I have difficulties reading the decision makers 30 page "medical evidence" and decision, in the next couple of days I need to go through that and work out how many of the points are plain wrong or have been misjudged, otherwise come November when my contibution based ESA runs out, I will loose £50 a week which is what my pension pays. I would then be moving on to means tested ESA, which my pension counts as income for. Rightly or wrongly I have got used to having that amount of money coming in and I will find it hard to loose. In the years when I had my mortgage I used this amount to pay my mortgage, I have had no housing benefit, I would become entitled to the various means tested benefits, such as council tax benefit.
I have 9 years left to retirement, I haven't worked for pay since my spinal surgery in 1984, but I would need to argue that I am never going to be well enough to return to work, I am not sure that what little self respect I have left will allow me to do this. I do voluntary work with a local mental health charity when I am able. You know I am going to finish here for the moment, I feel proper judged at the moment and need to wind my neck in and have a think.
Thank you contributers for putting up with this scrounger.