Please can someone help.
I got a SAR request from my doctors surgery, and it was just a load of print-offfs with no evidence of my self harm or the risk I present.
I have had loads of out of hours treatment but I cannot find any records of this. Paramedics even came to my house, but I have th paperwork for this.
I was in the minor injuries unit on boxing day.
I am ashamed to say that I have also attacked two other people. I hate violence, and I am sorry I hurt and I told them at the time.
I also phoned my GP and told them.
The problem is, the DWP want evidence that is specific and I am finding this hard to get from my doctor.
I don't have anyone looking after my mental health.
I am awaiting an ADHD assessment, already seen the specialist ADHD nurse and waiting for an appt with the specialist who can diagnose and prescribe.
I am in the support group and need to stay in the support group, but it seems that the only people allowed in the support group are those with cpn's, yet there is a gap, because my GP said she doesn't think I need a cpn.
The DWP only seem to put people in the support group, who have got help rather than soemone like me who needs help, but as I dont have a cpn it looks like I don't need help.
I have also been stockpiling pills in case I need to take an overdose if things get that bad, but I dunno if I forgot to tell that to the doctor, I think I did forget.
I'm nearly 50 and have had enough. I don't want to be in the rat race. I am very mentally fragile, and I always wish I had terminal illness, so I can escape all of this austerity.
I don't get on with people, I find it hard to gain their respect.
I couldn't work with people, I would end up making red marks on the wall with my head.
I've just had enough. I don't want to live anymore.
There is too much hatred in the world and I am single with no kids, as I didn't thinkk I was a fit mother, really I would have loved to hav been a fit mother with kids.
When I ring the doctors, some of them get pissed off a little bit cos they cannot help yet I keep on phoning them when I think I need help.
I think I come under regulation 35 but I think that because I don't have a cpn the DWP will think I am eiher fit for worko r fit for wrk related activity