What you don't seem to grasp, quite probably because I have failed to articulate properly, is the difference between the experience/objective of the ordinary soldier, and the objectives of the British government. They were not the same.
With regard to government policy, I am deeply ashamed that the country I'm part of behaved in such a mendacious and despicable manner. I can assure you that neither myself, or my colleagues, knew what was happening. It is only as the truth slowly emerged that we realised... well, that we had been duped basically. Had been used in a way entirely contrary to what we had been told. Remember also, we led a very enclosed life. I didn't leave barracks when off duty, I had a wife and child and was not heading into any unnecessary danger.
As an ordinary soldier, I was in a situation where people were actively trying to kill me. It wasn't a game, it was a situation where a wrong move could mean your death, or the death of a colleague. The people of NI suffered, but so did we. (from now on, 'we' means the ordinary squaddie.). One of the most prominent and respected posters on these boards was blown up in NI, and has suffered ill health ever since. I'm not going to name him without his consent. As a medic, I diodn't have to do street patrol, but it was made clear that it was expected, because it rested someone else. A lot of people were wound very tight, having been shot at, and having seen their colleagues killed in various ways. I lost a friend at Warrenpoint, we had joined the army on the same day, he was Para, I was RAMC.
I patched up innumerable people who had been hit by shrapnel, hit with bottles, stones etc. We really did not consider the bigger picture, we counted down the days until we could get to fuck out of there. My experience has left me with an abiding hatred of NI terrorists of all flavours. I do regard them as scum, and that will never change. It didn't matter to us which side they were on, they were trying to kill us.
It is very easy forty years later to point out how wrong it all was. Back then, information such as Ann Cawallader's book was not available. We had to rely on the information supplied, with no way of knowing, or checking its veracity.
My remark about airstrikes on XMG, I cannot help but feel there is a deal of faux outrage going here, it was perhaps in poor taste, but anyone taking it literally is more than a tad deluded.