Only just seen this thread danny. Really interesting. A friend of mine who spent a long time in a Buddhist monastery 'cured' me of long-term insomnia, via Buddhist methods. He asked me what I did to help me get to sleep. I said breathing techniques, counting to 100 and then backwards, that kind of thing. He asked if it worked. Well, no, because I forget to focus on the breathing, then a million thoughts intrude on the counting. He then asked if I got angry about that. Yes, very angry, because a) I'm clearly crap at it, so I'm pissed off with myself and b) I need my fucking sleep goddammit! Then he asked me if I thought getting angry helped me get to sleep
Obvious answer. He showed me that I can't turn those thoughts off no matter what, I've proved that, but what I
can do is to accept that I'm not going to sleep, and to just get as comfy as poss in bed, and let those thoughts run themselves ragged. It was surprisingly easy to do, and on that very first night, I fell asleep faster than I had in years. It improved night on night. I still use it as a 'technique' on the occasions when I can't sleep and it's incredibly comforting, and effective.
Sooo, anyway, I am going to watch that meditation video, having struggled to do it myself for years, because of thoughts and fidgeting. The only time I ever got near was when I did life modelling, and had to sit completely still for a long time, whilst focussing my eyes on one small thing in the room. I would start to become outside of myself, the room would wrap itself around my sight in very strange ways, I could feel pain in certain areas, but knew that it would pass, that it would travel on to another part, so not to get anxious about it. Got very fuzzy velvety physical sensations. Would feel completely energised afterwards.
Cheers danny, great thread, very interesting subject and thanks for the links. Am very glad it has helped you with your depression too.