spanglechick
High Empress of Dressing Up
Yes (I'm a teacher - secondary age Drama).
I feel connected to the world in the most enormously meaningful way, and i mostly feel massively uplifted...
But it comes at a cost.
I work ten hours in the school building on a standard day, sometimes longer (up til nine). I almost always work at home in the evenings for between 1-4 hrs on average. And much of it is full-on work. It's like doing a six-hour stand-up routine, five days a week. To a TOUGH audience. Then... well, the data analysis, the planning, the assessment... it all fucking *matters* so much: you can't cut corners.
And the money isn't bad, at my age, but it's not fair recompense for the hours, responsibility, or the impact it has on my life. I do NOTHING else. I can't go to a book group, I can't visit my mum of a weekend... I have my job, and i sleep - pretty much that's it.
And it's much, much easier for me because I'm good at it. Not being a concieted dick, but my personality suits the job, and my brain works the right way. I think a lot of teachers find it much harder.
So yes, now, I don't feel alienated or depressed, despite all the negatives. In fact, it's often joyous.
Worth saying, too, that in my last job, at a large adcademy chain, I was destroyed. I'm very lucky, right now.
edit - bit verbose? I'm fairly pissed.
I feel connected to the world in the most enormously meaningful way, and i mostly feel massively uplifted...
But it comes at a cost.
I work ten hours in the school building on a standard day, sometimes longer (up til nine). I almost always work at home in the evenings for between 1-4 hrs on average. And much of it is full-on work. It's like doing a six-hour stand-up routine, five days a week. To a TOUGH audience. Then... well, the data analysis, the planning, the assessment... it all fucking *matters* so much: you can't cut corners.
And the money isn't bad, at my age, but it's not fair recompense for the hours, responsibility, or the impact it has on my life. I do NOTHING else. I can't go to a book group, I can't visit my mum of a weekend... I have my job, and i sleep - pretty much that's it.
And it's much, much easier for me because I'm good at it. Not being a concieted dick, but my personality suits the job, and my brain works the right way. I think a lot of teachers find it much harder.
So yes, now, I don't feel alienated or depressed, despite all the negatives. In fact, it's often joyous.
Worth saying, too, that in my last job, at a large adcademy chain, I was destroyed. I'm very lucky, right now.
edit - bit verbose? I'm fairly pissed.