i'm working on this atm, regaining my creative mojo.
had a lightbulb moment reading a piece about inertia and motivation w/ref specifically to autistic spectrum. *acquiring new information* is the thing that lights me up, gets me started. and having uninterrupted time is what enables me to maintain and develop an idea/project. i'm very easily distracted and derailed as my extensive hobby history and pile of UFOs attests.
in practice this means that unless i have an actual project deadline that is enforced by/dependent on others i'm much less likely to complete a thing. but i need to be alone for the actual making of it to get done. so for me e.g. a knitting group would only mean more distraction, but a group project for exhibition or publication by a specific date would be good motivation.
my practice fwiw has diminished to virtually nothing over the past couple of years, i think because i was reeling (now recovering) from a combination of professional and personal kicks in the teeth (lost my studio, mum's cancer compounding existing grief, kid1's mental and physical health). i have quite a lot of mental hurdles to overcome in how i value my work and perceive its value to others, along with practical ones about how to be self-employed in an area that fundamentally requires a lot of self-promotion and networking.
with help i'm realising that it doesn't all have to happen at once and it doesn't have to happen right now, if right now there's other stuff that's more urgent/pressing. but i
do need to make work. since for me that starts with gaining new knowledge adding
yet another string to my bow is less derailing (in terms of the overarching plan) than it might appear.
current new string is bonsai
ties into lots of existing strands of interest with gardening and japanese culture/tradition, and requires
looking in a very similar way to when you're drawing from life. meanwhile i'm slowly slowly clearing out some space to work inside for when i'm next ready for it