We're not talking in every respect,
Pickman's model. Race is something I didn't even think about until people like you started throwing labels at me except when *I* decide to pick a label of my own volition you still feel within your right to question or deny it from me even as you label me. If you had read my posts with the seriousness which I put in them then you'd know the last thing I'd want would be to label myself. When I do call myself black, it's
not, as you seem to think, because I
actually identify with such a label. I use it in a socio-political context that puts a burden on me that I have no control over and, consequently, forces me to have to stand up for myself and things I should take for granted like the
right to self-determination and the right to lead a more or less unencumbered life. Perhaps you'll be surprised but the question "Who are you?" never lead me to think of anything to do with race outside of sharing that burden with a whole load of people. Maybe, you do think of yourself as white.
8ball i actually don't care. I call myself black because I don't have the time or the inclination to have to explain all my heritage to all and sundry and I have the right to do so. It doesn't mean I favour some parts of it or deny other parts. It's just that, in much the same way as this conversation reveals, with the majority out there, black, white or green, it's a fucking waste of time.