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Been to my course and after the session had a good meeting with my key worker there so things seem to be moving in the right direction and im starting to understand the things that were worrying me more, and also exercising abit.
 
Watching big brother live feed, killing time on here, roasting pork, cooking rice, vacuuming, cleaning windows, throwing out photos and letters I once thought I'd keep forever, lying down in garden with a cold bottle of Innis & Gunn staring at the sky/thinking/sleeping.
 
Going to a meeting with the teens headteacher about a holiday, coming out with an application form for a job, taking a boy for a haircut, dropping him at football and the girl at trampolining, putting tea on, watching the little one on the trampoline in the garden, looking at the calendar and feeling extremely stressed. No booze in the house, think I'm about to go and have a good cry.
 
(((moomoo))).

I've just had a good cry too and I suspect there's more to come. :(

I've been to the doctors about my wrist. I went to the hospital monday to get the results of my MRI and I have a tear in the cartilage and have to have surgery. I've been off work for 2 months waiting for these results and really hoped I was just going to be offered physio. Anyway, I have to go back to work because I can't afford to be off any longer so went to the docs for me to get signed back to work and he said that he would but basically that I still wasn't fit for work which I kind of knew already.

Thing is I only get 6 months full pay and then go onto half pay. We can't afford to pay the bills and rent if that happens so I looked at the entitled to website and I wouldn't be entitled to any help from tax credits or housing benefit so I'm fucked. I have to go back because I'll need time off after the op as well and need to 'save' my sick pay for then.
I'm so fucking pissed off and am dreading going back to work, partly because I'm going to be in so much pain but also because my team and job has changed and my manager really intimidates me and I just know it's going to be an awful atmosphere. :(

Sorry, that was a mega rant but I had to get it off my chest. :oops:
 
Going to a meeting with the teens headteacher about a holiday, coming out with an application form for a job, taking a boy for a haircut, dropping him at football and the girl at trampolining, putting tea on, watching the little one on the trampoline in the garden, looking at the calendar and feeling extremely stressed. No booze in the house, think I'm about to go and have a good cry.
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(((moomoo))).

I've just had a good cry too and I suspect there's more to come.

I've been to the doctors about my wrist. I went to the hospital monday to get the results of my MRI and I have a tear in the cartilage and have to have surgery. I've been off work for 2 months waiting for these results and really hoped I was just going to be offered physio. Anyway, I have to go back to work because I can't afford to be off any longer so went to the docs for me to get signed back to work and he said that he would but basically that I still wasn't fit for work which I kind of knew already.

Thing is I only get 6 months full pay and then go onto half pay. We can't afford to pay the bills and rent if that happens so I looked at the entitled to website and I wouldn't be entitled to any help from tax credits or housing benefit so I'm fucked. I have to go back because I'll need time off after the op as well and need to 'save' my sick pay for then.
I'm so fucking pissed off and am dreading going back to work, partly because I'm going to be in so much pain but also because my team and job has changed and my manager really intimidates me and I just know it's going to be an awful atmosphere. :(

Sorry, that was a mega rant but I had to get it off my chest. :oops:
:( oh lovely :( (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((sf))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
 
Eating salady spicy things twix a virtually stale pitta bread, firing many emails off into the dark fibre optic yonder, drinking tea, smoking dem fine hashishes.
 
Blimey sparklefish! That's really crap. :(

Are you going to cause more damage to your arm by going back to work before you should?
 
Replacing some things of mine that were stolen in Ikea (including some lovely coloured glass plates and bowls), enduring a hellish journey back home and quickly scoffing my dinner.
 
Stumbled around looking for my stellies, the thre s's, and made packed lunch with flask of coffee strong enough to level downtown Tokyo.

Waitin for the driver....
 
Feelin maudlin, angry and sorry for myself cos I couldn't sleep. My brother died 2 years ago this month and my whole family has gone to shit with bitter blame and recriminations. Just thought I'd brighten everyones day x
 
Feelin maudlin, angry and sorry for myself cos I couldn't sleep. My brother died 2 years ago this month and my whole family has gone to shit with bitter blame and recriminations. Just thought I'd brighten everyones day x

Sorry to hear it :( My brother died last year and we all seem to be still at the numb uncommunicative stage. I hope things improve for you all.
 
couldn't sleep...posting here and watching and old episode of the original star trek called "The Tholian Web"...:)
 
Welling up at the news, or specifically, Wayne and Coleen's wedding (wtf is that all about? I don't give a crap about them or their ill-fated nuptials), carefully applying make up which I'll probably take off again, eating the most delicious nectarines ever, and getting ready to go and spend £40 on gold cutlery :oops:
 
Doing some work, doing some websurfing, making a spreadsheet with various lists of things we need to get before the baby comes :oops:
 
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