What are you listening to right now? v2.0

[tufty79]

Tell me ten words that you'd use to describe the world
2018: Ham Sanitizer

Sam Hanitizer

2019: Ham Sanitizer

Sam Hanitizer

2020: Hand Sanitizer

 

[AmateurAgitator]

 

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[tufty79]

Perfect! It's prompted me to breakfast by the applesauce rap

 

[tufty79]

^ was the perfect track for now. Thank you for reminding me to practical self care and battle my over sugariness manifested in diabetes x youre all the best stand in support women a girl could ask for x

 

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[Argonia]

 

[tufty79]

 

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[tufty79]

I'm not there yet

But I'm trying to reset

To a kinder, cleaner, better version of my self x

 

[tufty79]

I am so glad 2020 knocked me into remembering all the email and YouTube and urban access passwords or reset emails. This was a cracking list for a really bad day x haven't dared look at it til now

Playlist for a really bad day for both of us

 

[Argonia]

 

[tufty79]

 

[tufty79]

two sheds - did you know people have been filming in my brain and your shed estate without our knowledge or consent and putting it on the internet?

I'm remixing my 2013 personally catastrophic traumatic event impact into something that I reacted badly to once and mistakes I won't repeat but am unfurling... .... thanks for that brain trick weltweit x

 

[two sheds]

How did they get in my shed?

 

[tufty79]

Long story - I think I might make a zine with a curated YouTube accompanying playlist to try and explain...

 

[two sheds]

Love the tracks, really laid back - I've not been listening to a lot of music recently, and I should. Last bands to take over my listening were Massive Attack and Chumbawamba which dates it somewhat

 

[Argonia]

 

[tufty79]

I'd completely forgotten about that link and request

I'm still stuck in a million different years of my life regarding up to dateness. This is embedded in my musical youth though - my dad's a formula one and Fleetwood Mac fan, with a fucking good hifi, speakers, and telly link wire. Happy memories - thank you for unintentionally prompting those

 

[tufty79]

Music has basically been an inbuilt emotional coping mechanism all my life.

 

[tufty79]

Buggerit I'm feeling safe enough to open the mini cooking white wie and source some diet lemonade and a lemon.

 

[tufty79]

 

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[tufty79]

Fireworks, sirens, traffic, arguments cold air and now this and breathing it all in under a clear sky

 

[tufty79]

And now this

Ok!

Yep, this now calms me down again



Thanks, (x).
You were actually useful for something. That and the guided meditation of a field with blue sky and fluffy bunnies you gave me. You were my original Highland Cow , and I mashed up your visualisation to include a glittery blue Highland Cow happily chewing cud. I abandoned it years ago and remembered it the other day when I was talking to the bookshop Highland Cow about zines and trauma and rebalancing skillz.
I got this.

 

[tufty79]

I really fucking have

 

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