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What are you listening to right now? v2.0

Spotted a new braintwin future husband target in the crowd who is definitely dancing like nobody's watching :hmm:





 


So much love for this video and these vessels
I sunbathed at the front during their 07 latitude set and borrowed their gaffa tape to make a crown and they were all fine with my weird :cool:
The drummer reassured me in 2018 that it was fine to bring a flask of tea to their gig as a reasonable adjustment for disability (cptsd) under the EA 2010 in a venue you couldn't bring drinks into :)

I sat on my own on a picnic table mesmerized throughout the whole thing, save anxious glances at my friend who was also there but about 20m away. We always ended up at the same gigs that year, and I called him my accidental emotional support peacock because he kept me feeling safe when I was hypervigilant and an emotional time bomb at gigs. We're still in touch and bump into each other at weird times. He's a bit of a portally peacock :D
I love having something that is both happy nostalgia and is happiness for now and the future.

/Brain unravel
 
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You tube suggestions algorithm for things I haven't heard before seems to be channeling psychic TV.
 
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I've run out of decaf ground coffee and reverted to dirty full caff instant since yesterday.
Later thread/braindump space X

 
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Oh bollocks. Emotional flapjack o'clock.
I'll live with sticking to tea for the rest of the day and aiming for just the garden if I can
 
Ok, universe. No. Just no.

I was looking for this when my phone just died; thought I may as well stick the telly on for calming distraction via the world of Scrubs

It was playing in the fucking background of the scene.

 
^ brassland are a consistently brilliant label that unleashed the national. I made a hilariously wrongly tagged photo of my ridiculous artish interpretation of "where is her head" off the newest national album on Xmas day, and got a like from them. I am unreasonably delighted x

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A Very Fucking Bad man introduced me to his music and I usually asked him to play some to calm me down immediately after horrifically traumatic stuff he did
 

That has just made me dissolve but not in a bad way. I spent two years being too scared to cry - this thread unlocks that and that is not a bad thing. Thank you for holding my hand x

E2a I don't mind crying, it's the panic attacks and flashbacks and fear and rage and agoraphobia that cptsd delivers regularly and i can't cope with that are super bad ar the minute
 
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One of my exes was mad for Nick Drake so I associate it with listening to him in the late 1990s in Chiswick with her. Good memories.
 
I need to claim the drake, i think. And Julian cope. And the cowboy junkies. And the church.
 
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