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What are you listening to right now? v2.0



This was on my first date playlist with Sam, (RIP) who I later made a hilarious video with about the state of his feet, having been on the streets for 6 years at age 26, and how rough sleepers need foot files and foot powder.

I'm going to have a whisky where he collapsed before I leave Leeds, and stick up a little plaque at the brudenell where I had my second best ever date (they ok'd the idea when I went and met my friend and got drunk there when I found out he died and broke a bit more again) . He was a bit of a bastard, but nobody should go that young.

His funeral happened before I knew he'd died. I haven't finished grieving or processing all the chaos yet; this is helping a little bit. At my neighbour's funeral last year they said grief is just love with nowhere to go, and I think that's about right.

It was the hardest ground that I had ever walked on
And just like everybody I kept on walking on
There was a man in the park and he was lying down
Oh, he could have been dead
Oh, he could have been dead
But just like everybody I kept on walking on
Pretend not to notice the body on the lawn
I could have gone that way I had gone
And just like everybody he could've kept on walking on
Walking on
He could have kept on walking on
And I thought to myself 'hey there was probably something I should have done'
Oh, and I still walk with the fire
It's not the one that's burning inside her
And she came to me, on pages and stolen stationary
And she told me she was sorry
That this was some strange irony
That we got so astray
Yet ended up in the exact same place
The exact same place
Ended up in the exact same place
And I just wanted to say that I only wanted to be like you, because, sister I admired you
And you gave up and said
'You know, I'm sorry for everything I've done'
And sometimes I don't wanna see my friends
It don't have to mean anything
Feel the slow acceleration, feel the heavy implications
Of skin on skin
Did you notice it when you grew into me like I grew into you?
And I'm surrounded by loneliness
And you said something along the lines of 'I love you'
And I probably took it the wrong way
And you came back and said
That I was looking for a reason to live
And it's you
And it's you
 
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Here lies the body came out the day they found scott h and my phone wouldn'tstop sending me notifications about the album being released.

It was on my first date soundtrack; sam told me his nickname was "wolvey" and then the track about wolves started glitching and looping :hmm:
I was supposed to go see them and coax them into recreating the party on video in the brudenell pool room , but was having emotional grenade times so didn't.
I still can't listen to the title track.

Stupid technology.




We knew we’d never last
We couldn’t even start;
[just the odd top secret text
And a crack across the heart,]
And then you’re gone
But cracks like that don’t heal, they hide away

And now it takes so long
To even look alright
[to hide the wear and tear
Is a daily, dirty fight.]
I think you’ve won
But nothing could conceal what your eyes say

[You’re just another man,]
You’re just another wife;
[all we need just for tonight]
Is to live another life
And then I’m gone
But lives like that don’t die, they haunt and fray
 
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I ran out of decaf coffee on Wednesday, but have not let that stop me from drinking coffee as my default :hmm:


 
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The whole album's mostly fucking ace. Who knew I'd be a ts fan once I hit my 40s? :D

I love she had a marvellous time ruining everything
 


So if you wanna fuck up with a beer bottle in your hand
Then so do I
And if you wanna cut up the blueprints and the plans
Then so do I
You wanna get messed up and make a final stand?
Well, so do I


M Craft is just too gorgeous.
 
And this is just ridiculous. He anagramised (?) all the titles from blood moon, then de/re constructed the album.


 
...became this




I made so many noises when I first heard blood moon/blood moon deconstructed.
 

Paris, if you're out there...

Falling out of touch with all my
Friends are somewhere getting wasted
Hope they're staying glued together
I have arms for them
X
 
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