With apologies for
genuine naivety, and to add to this in the right place..
I think I just didn't want to believe Vladimir Putin was really living some 19th Century nationalist fantasy; I thought it was much more a pose for his home crowd. I thought, he wasn't that stupid. Who the fuck is that stupid? To want an empire again, after all we supposedly learned during the 20th century. All the war, liberation struggles, revolutions, 'balkanisation', empires collapsing left and right, new flags, new countries...
Well Putin apparently is. I can't see it as anything other than stupidity, absurdity, how even can it end? Am I just decadent and soft? Has he had some diagnosis that's sent him into a final-stage psychotic breakdown? How the hell can someone like him exist, in 2022? It's nuts, it's fucking with my head in so many ways before I even get to the potential for real war in Europe. I can't even.