Sorry again if it feels like I'm fighting or arguing with you editor - I'm just bewildered and lost by life at the moment, and everything I have to mentally unpick is weird as fuck and it sometimes feels like I've imagined the last 2 years til I look at YouTube or my emails.
I obv didn't put this thread on ignore and I don't think I'm going to.
As chilango suggested, could we maybe move this thread into community? And if there's anything else you'd like me to remove, just say. I don't like going through my more regrettable cptsd fight/flight triggered posts once I'm back in my mental safety zone (I do get back there eventually, usually ) unless prompted.
And genuinely thank you for the success wish. I don't want to put the boards in danger - this place has been my and other people's refuge so intensely so many times. Thank you for keeping it going and safe - and being genuinely kind - and that's made more difficult by posters like me, and I apologise fully for that.
I obv didn't put this thread on ignore and I don't think I'm going to.
As chilango suggested, could we maybe move this thread into community? And if there's anything else you'd like me to remove, just say. I don't like going through my more regrettable cptsd fight/flight triggered posts once I'm back in my mental safety zone (I do get back there eventually, usually ) unless prompted.
And genuinely thank you for the success wish. I don't want to put the boards in danger - this place has been my and other people's refuge so intensely so many times. Thank you for keeping it going and safe - and being genuinely kind - and that's made more difficult by posters like me, and I apologise fully for that.
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