ViolentPanda
Hardly getting over it.
I'm trying to convice myself that the world is run by those who want the world to be a better place, for the good of humanity. But it's not, it's run by greedy people who couldn't give a fuck about human life, and would much rather they have money instead. This means I hate Jewsish people according to this place.
No, it means you're willing to accommodate arguments that have their basis in anti-Semitism. Now, your willingness to accommodate those arguments may be based on a genuine belief that X = Y, and that only you and a relative handful of other beings have access to this truth, but that doesn't make the arguments you construct your belief from less malign, and it makes you appear as a dupe, rather than someone who's bothered to do the hard work of investigating the basis of their beliefs.
Basically, you're no better than any other religious person, xes. You believe in your belief system in spite of its' lack of basis in reality, just like other "true believers".