This makes all the sense in the world to me.
I am still being super cautious. Pretty much cocooning.
Freaked out the other day because a delivery driver argued with me about being asked to leave a parcel on the step and back the fuck away !!!
I literally said "stand back" and he came forward.
So I shouted "I SAID MOVE BACK FROM ME NOW!!!"
He then whinged about not being able to put the fucking parcel on the step and how he would have to take a photo.
I pointed to the sign on the door stating "Leave all deliveries on the step and ring the bell..we are in."
He still went on about possibly getting into trouble blah blah.
At that stage I said "put my property on the step and leave".
Really pissed me off. What got to me aswell was that it became very much MAN TALKS DOWN TO SILLY WOMAN.