I'm not scared of flying, and if I'm in a plane which is
actually in the air flying, then I can just about cope. I am unfortunately terribly claustrophobic.
The last two flights I've taken have been split flights, which is a thing in China, I don't know about other large countries, where you stop at another city roughly half-way to your destination and get off the plane before re-boarding with a whole load of extra passengers and then continue the journey.
Our first flight was from our home city in China to Kunming, with a pick-up in Qingdao. Everything was going great until we re-boarded in Qingdao and didn't take off. Then they started handing out the food, while we were still on the runway. This is always a bad sign.
After over an hour of sitting on the runway, it turned out I was having a panic attack (I didn't notice
) and I had to be lead to the front of the plane, sweating and hyperventilating, and be made to stand in the little tunnel-bridge thing which connects the plane to the terminal. Then they sat me on a seat in the galley for an hour or so, while I sweated and hyperventilated and cried and begged to be allowed to disembark. My husband swung by occasionally, shame-faced and sympathetic, mostly towards the staff tbh.
Eventually they sat me in first class, because it was empty, and I fell asleep since it was pretty late at night by then.
I woke up to see us still flying, with a massive storm on the horizon. Then we landed ... In Chengdu. We were not flying to Chengdu.
They announced that the weather was too severe to land in Kunming, so we were just going to wait. On the plane. For an unspecified amount of time. In Chengdu.
At which point I had another panic attack.
Mr Yu had less sympathy for me this time, as did the staff.
A couple of hours later we did actually arrive in Kunming, more than twelve hours after we'd left our home city, and a day late.
After two weeks in Yunnan province, I'd mostly (
mostly) forgotten the trauma of that journey, and yesterday we did the return flight. This time our plane would stop in Nanjing to pick-up more passengers, before we continued to our home city in China.
We boarded the plane on time, and it seemed like everything was going well, but then they announced that the flight was going to be delayed, and started handing out the food while we were still on the runway.
This time, I'd chopped a sleeping tablet in half, albeit not very exactly, so one half was much bigger than the other, and I took the smaller piece, so as to not have a full breakdown on the plane again. Surprisingly, this made me fall asleep, rather than just be calm, and I woke up two hours later just as we were landing in Nanjing.
I don't know if the airline now carries some special warning about the mad foreign lady who can't handle delays, but as we were getting off the plane, one of the air stewards came up to me, lightly caressing me and holding my hand, saying "You're just going into the terminal for a little while, and then you'll get back back on the plane".
"Just relax, take a rest", she said.
We climbed down the metal stairs and got onto one of those airport transfer buses next to the plane. My sleeping tablet had completely worn off by then. After ten minutes of not moving, I looked at my husband and said, "They've locked us in this bus until they put us back on the plane, haven't they?".
"No, no. No.
" My husband said, nervously.
After another thirty minutes I had a panic attack.
Fortunately they started re-boarding us pretty quickly after that, but I wouldn't get on the plane.
My husband was asking if we were going to be delayed, and the staff were saying, yes, probably, who knows how long for! Then the staff started actually full-body hugging me, and hugging my husband, and trying to enfold us into a full group hug of love and support.
Then the ground staff appeared, and the air stewards started screaming at them in Chinese for locking us in a bus. Then the captain came, and they hustled me into my seat and I took my larger part of the sleeping tablet while my husband spoke to the captain. Then the plane took off and I passed out.
When we got off the plane in our home city the air stewards gave me some fruit and some more full body hugs, like air steward sandwiches, where I was completely enveloped in their ... I dunno? Pity?
Anyway, like Mr Yu said, it was a good experiment, but we'll go back to taking the train again next time.
TL;DR I am one of those crazy people who loses it on planes and promise never to fly short-haul in China again.