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I remember (hmm, when I was around 12/13, before I gave up on the stuff) being scared of not garnering allah's approval, like kind of stockholm syndrome shit, but I never found the idea of hell to actually be scary. I thought I was sinful and bad, but the idea of burning in eternal damnation didn't scare me, I just thought I had a flawed character.
People talk about how mundane heaven is in the abrahamic faiths, but actually hell (flippantly perhaps) just reads like internet hardman to me. and thats not even going into the historicity of the concept.
I mean so many people around me are actually scared of this shit and I'm like, yeah even if the qur'an/bible is the inerrant word of the absolute, i still don't find hell that tormenting, if anything given that the majority of people I know probably won't achieve the kingdom of God, heaven sounds more like my idea of torture. am i missing some great eureka moment here or what?
or am i just