by 'g-d' i take it you mean yahweh.
if 'g-d' showed any love for you, surely s/he'd allow you to use their bloody name.
but what you seem to be saying is that you enter into a contract - a covenant, if you will - of unspecified nature, scope and duration. could you tell me whether you were mentally competent when you entered into this agreement with this being of doubtful name - and, i might add, dubious existence? i would also be interested to find out what provisions are made within the contract, or covenant, for failure on the part of any party to fulfil their obligations, and, indeed, what those obligations are. finally, have you submitted this contract, or covenant, to a competent legal authority to take a look over?
e2a: what form does this 'love' the being you refer to as 'g-d' take? is it sexual or merely platonic? surely entering into a relationship with a non-human entity who has not as yet made any formal declaration of affection, let alone love, for you personally could end in tears. it sounds as though this being has a number of other relationships on the go at the same time, which provides for a number of rather obvious conflicts of interest. is there any mechanism for arbitration within the 'covenant' document?