Hello U75 people
Bit of a tough day. I've forked out for posh hotel again because I can't find any other option. I've been offered a place in a reasonable squat, but it's full of people with habits they can't afford to feed.
I'm getting good work. Making good money. Two commissions to do tomorrow. I can afford hotels, but I'd sooner save the cash.
Just had a big argument with the people at Quick Burger. Everything stone cold and about €2 more than 'as advertised'. I feel shit about giving people on minimum wage a hard time, but I don't take it. Got my money back and left threatening to write to head office.
All is good here in most ways. I just don't have any friends This is the biggest price you pay. Living a very transient lifestyle means all around you is very transient also. I don't do the lingo. I have met good people, but... when you just need a chat and there is no-one to chat to... that is when it is really hard.
I'm in a posh hotel. I have telly, internet and all that. I have plenty of cash - I could go out on a bar crawl, but I don't have any companionship. Some nights just come very low. Difficult to explain. Human companionship is invaluable. I like being 'lost' and 'lonely' much of the time. Happy in my own company. However, the need for friendship and conversation comes from nowhere at thye most unexpected times.
I'm gonna have a spliff and can of strong beer
Pau is actually a fabulous little city. I may get stuck here and make friends
Bit of a tough day. I've forked out for posh hotel again because I can't find any other option. I've been offered a place in a reasonable squat, but it's full of people with habits they can't afford to feed.
I'm getting good work. Making good money. Two commissions to do tomorrow. I can afford hotels, but I'd sooner save the cash.
Just had a big argument with the people at Quick Burger. Everything stone cold and about €2 more than 'as advertised'. I feel shit about giving people on minimum wage a hard time, but I don't take it. Got my money back and left threatening to write to head office.
All is good here in most ways. I just don't have any friends This is the biggest price you pay. Living a very transient lifestyle means all around you is very transient also. I don't do the lingo. I have met good people, but... when you just need a chat and there is no-one to chat to... that is when it is really hard.
I'm in a posh hotel. I have telly, internet and all that. I have plenty of cash - I could go out on a bar crawl, but I don't have any companionship. Some nights just come very low. Difficult to explain. Human companionship is invaluable. I like being 'lost' and 'lonely' much of the time. Happy in my own company. However, the need for friendship and conversation comes from nowhere at thye most unexpected times.
I'm gonna have a spliff and can of strong beer
Pau is actually a fabulous little city. I may get stuck here and make friends