Not so much slagging anyone off, but commenting on the unfairness of newer staff members who had received different/better induction training, who as a result managed to pass certain milestones more quickly, and as a result now get preferential treatment that now enables them to meet targets more easily and also earn more in bonuses.
So the 'slagging off', amounts to voicing discontent and anxiety about newer staff having been sort of leapfrogged over me, and as a result I'm in a Catch 22 situation, being held back for not consistently reaching performance standards, but I feel like if I was on the fast track like the newer staff leapfrogged over me, then I'd more easily be able to consistently achieve that.
It's that others are getting that preferential treatment and opportunities to reach targets and earn bonuses, and I'm being told you'll be able to as well if you consistently achieve your targets, but then it's like I'm being asked to do so with one arm tied behind my back compared with the newer staff who had more thorough/better training.
It's a bit like comparing apples with oranges, but it's like they're being given oranges and told to make x amount of orange juice to meet targets and earn bonuses. Whereas I'm also expected to make x amount of orange juice, but some days I'm given apples and some days I'm given oranges, yet I'm still expected to make orange juice. And I'm criticised for not making enough orange juice, I'm told 'If you make enough orange juice with your allocation of apples and oranges (mostly apples), then we will give you just oranges to make orange juice.
My Aspie (autistic) brain with it's strong sense of logic and social justice is feeling that it's a bit unjust and I mentioned it to a colleague who started the same time. I think she's also not consistently hitting targets, but she's not so bothered as she married with a husband in a well-paying job, whereas I'm single and reliant on this job to pay rent and bills and being put on the preferential 'oranges track' would mean I could meet targets and make bonuses, so I feel a bit aggrieved about being held back.