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Drag V: The Revenge

Am feeling awful today - had this overnight which apart from being a bit scary meant I didn't sleep well :(

http://www.msrc.co.uk/index.cfm?fuseaction=show&pageid=1418

So now I am sitting at work feeling knackered and - despite having 2, yes, 2 pieces of work - still angry that I am here when really there is fuck all to do :(:mad:

god, I am SO paranoid about those! I dunno if I've had one yet tho, I get like tight chest feelings, but tbh it's probably because I've been caining the weed too much init :rolleyes:
 
god, I am SO paranoid about those! I dunno if I've had one yet tho, I get like tight chest feelings, but tbh it's probably because I've been caining the weed too much init :rolleyes:

Luckily I've only had it a few times - it feels like my ribs are being squeezed and I can't open them up enough which makes me feel like I can't breathe very well :(

Last night was worse 'cos it happened during the night so woke me up and I was all confused and shit.

It's better now though I still feel like I can't expand my ribs properly and I keep taking really big breaths to try to make myself feel calmer.
 
I really dunno how you can work so much with it, does the heat affect you much, tis why I theoretically can't work, heat on public transport, find me a job that'll sub taxis there and back and I'd be fine :rolleyes:
 
Stella, how is the job hunting going?:hmm:

Nothing happening :hmm: I haven't applied for anything recently, but I did a couple of weeks ago so might hear soon. I am choosing to believe the agency when they say it'll pick up in January.

I am very very lucky and my mum is helping me with rent and bills at the moment so I am not totally terrified all the time.

Life should get back to normal on the 4th and I'll be onto the agency and in tip top form and super keen and full of zeal.

How about you? :)
 
I really dunno how you can work so much with it, does the heat affect you much, tis why I theoretically can't work, heat on public transport, find me a job that'll sub taxis there and back and I'd be fine :rolleyes:

Yeah heat does get to me and I noticed, for the first time, the cold really affecting me last week.

I find the overground isn't too bad - luckily the trains to and from Maidenhead tend to be air conditioned in summer. Then it is a shortish bus journey from Paddington to where I work.

I couldn't manage if I didn't work a day at home each week though. Plus I only work from 10am (should really be 9.30 but no one bothers!)-4.30pm.

However the negative side is that quite often at the weekend and on some evenings I just have to go to bed as I have no energy left to do anything, which fucks me off tbh.
 
It's got even better here - just been advised that the post has already been collected so that even if we did have work to do (a lot of our work is stuff being despatched, contracts being sent throught the post etc..) we can't now send it our anyway!

So even less point in our being here! I am going to aim for a 3.00pm home time if poss.
 
Yeah heat does get to me and I noticed, for the first time, the cold really affecting me last week.

I find the overground isn't too bad - luckily the trains to and from Maidenhead tend to be air conditioned in summer. Then it is a shortish bus journey from Paddington to where I work.

I couldn't manage if I didn't work a day at home each week though. Plus I only work from 10am (should really be 9.30 but no one bothers!)-4.30pm.

However the negative side is that quite often at the weekend and on some evenings I just have to go to bed as I have no energy left to do anything, which fucks me off tbh.

lol anything too hot OR too cold is hella bad! can't fucking win!!! :mad:

I just used to sleep the whole weekend when I was working, can never get a full time job again, I really dunno how I managed... fuck 40 hours a week!!!
 
Poor Qoths! That sounds horrid! Get yourself out of there as early as you can. :)

I am on my second pot of tea. The boy is still in bed! :)
 
YaaaWWWWNnnnnnnn!!!!

Morning my dragging cohorts, trust we are all well and keeping the coal fires burning today? I managed a hefty amount of NYE sleep last night and feeling close to human now, just one more coffee needed and then the day can begin. Done some w*rk today but only a whiff and it was financially helpful. Anyhoo, just gotta run a bath, select my handbags and gladrags for the wacky, zany, edgy night that marks the end of this fetid turd of a year :)
 
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