The act of being requires prior processes?
What like creation/birth? congratulations.
I do think a new born baby sits and feels its being yes.
So your dictating as to what I feel now? Your arrogance seems to know no bounds. Yes its completely detached from any concept of matter, it goes deeper than any emotion and stems not from inside/outside/just behind that lampost, but from everywhere. Perhaps you cannot understand such a concept who knows?
I`m not sure what the cock size has to do with anything, some kind of childhood trauma perhaps?
As for the multiple universes thing, well I find it VERY unscientific to incorporate concepts that have never been observed into a theory in order to substantiate it/challenge an opposing view. I find it funny how the rules seem to change in that the paradigm slaves can twist a concept as much as they like to enforce the status quo yet every idea put forward by those not enslaved by paradigm is torn apart looking for a way to even slightly debunk it. Its quite shameful considering the whole point of science is to expand the tree of knowledge rather than butcher it.