Interesting and honest post that, Stoat Boy.
I'm almost in the opposite position. When I started posting here I was an old-school Marxist. I kept a sense of injustice, a dislike of the consensus that's dominated British politics (and those of most of the developed world) and a scepticism about the supposed wonders of the modern economy, but I long ago lost faith in a lot of the solutions to it coming from the old left and found myself drifting slowly in a more liberal direction, principally because I couldn't see what the alternatives might be.
For me, the onset of a serious recession was a reminder that all is not well, that much of the old left critique of capitalism retains all of its force and that sitting back and accepting the situation just isn't an option. It made me angry again, in a way I've not been in years, and I still am.
I still don't know what the alternative to the current set-up might be, but I'm certain it doesn't lie in a lot of what's going to be discussed at the G20 today and tomorrow, and that we do need a radical rethink of how the world is run on all sorts of levels. I think that's something that's becoming more and more common. Whilst the economy seemed to be ticking along nicely it was easy for those of us in the prosperous west to ignore grinding poverty elsewhere, the spiralling debt burden and a small numebr of people becoming very rich indeed at the expense of others. I can't ignore it any more, and I don't think a lot of other people can either.
I can't go on the demo today but I'd certainly like to. I don't believe a ruck would serve anyone's interests except those who'd like to see the (absolutely fundamental) right to protest circumscribed even more tightly than it already is. In the end, in a battle between the forces of the state and a few hundred unarmed demonstrators, there'll only ever be one winner. I do hope, though, that there's a huge turnout and that the point is made with peaceful force that we cannot just sit back and trust a few of the world's most powerful people to run things in the best interests of us all. Something's got to change, and soon.