I've never experienced a lot of those things.
I've never experienced a complete about-face seemingly out of nowhere. As I said earlier, my idea about the socialist alliance and respect was short term recruitment, whilst putting every effort into achieving the goals of the socialist alliance respect. SWs position I suppose was a kind of about-face, but it was explained where it came from, and why we should try it, and I was won by the argument.
I've never found Tony cliff, Duncan Hallas, Colin Barker, Chris Harman, Alex etc, tio be shits. Lacking in interpersonal skills may be, but so was one of the best organizers we've ever had. He was feared and respected in equal measure. It may sound strange thing to say, but he was absolutely brilliant.
Anyway Gotta go no b ye.